Hows everyone? my life is rather similar week after week.. trying to survive day after day… haha sounds so bad rite? but really, the life that i am going through now isnt really that appealling… in fact it is rather… demoralising… only times out of it will life be better… more relax…
but really, i kind of realise somethings in life that perhaps is the same for everyone… or rather at different stages of life till u pass away the presents one demand is rather different.. for example at birth u want the toys that seem interesting to you. then once u know how to think, u kind of follow the trend of the toys that are owned by almost everyone else. Nxt stage would be to get clothes, shoes, bags etc. perhaps to look better in front of ur friends. Then it comes a stage where all this clothes shoes and wadeva take a backstage where things such as electronics take over. be it the latest laptop, mp3, gaming machine… finally it would be the latest car ok, perhaps the coolest car…okok perhaps just a car..lol.. den u will have a chance in chapter and u would want time spent with ur family, quality time i should put it… and this last thing u would want would be the hardest to get due to many different reaons that life may put forward to you. but have you realise that in mist of wanting everything else, it was beside u all along?
do you all get wad i mean? haha as its kind of a bit messy, at such a timing, my brain isnt workign that well alreadi and i am just typing wadeva thoughts that float through my processor..
life isnt that long, and depending on how we walk it, things just are different. perhaps it isnt too late to catch wad is beside u right now, but if at this age we dont do so, when we grow older it would be harder.. why? dun ask me why but rather think abt it urself. as reasons differ from person to person and i would definitely not know ur reason better than u know it urself.
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